Watching Daily At Wisdom's Gates

  ‭Psalm‬ ‭73:26‬ ‭ESV‬ My flesh and my heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever. https://bible.com/bible/59/psa.73.26.ESV Unless Jesus returns first, our flesh and heart will eventually fail, whatever 'health, wealth and happiness' peddlers may say. We live in a cursed word where death appears to have the final word. 'But'... Christ defeated death. The eternal Son of God is the firstfruits from the dead. We will go to be with Him if we would allow Him to be the strength of our hearts and our portion forever. Everyone will rise again, either upon Christ's return or after death. Some will rise to eternal life; others to eternal death. The Psalmist had been jealous of the wicked who often seem to have easy lives. Then he went to worship and got some divine perspective. It's not worth an easy life to face eternal damnation. I assume the Psalmist was an old man, confronting his own mortality. Here, towards the end of the Psal...

  ...Recover from Mental Illness This is my true story of how God helped me to recover from mental illness. Firstly, and I'm sure most importantly, there was a whole lot of prayerful support from loved ones, especially my longsuffering parents. My recovery is an answer to prayer! Secondly, God used unbelieving health care professionals, who helped me to identify 'red flags' as to how I fell ill in the first place and how I relapsed a couple of times. I first fell ill after uni, after a sheltered childhood and a blessed time at uni. Graduation was like a bereavement, to leave good friends and a supportive church community. My red flags all conveniently begin with W. The first one is Work. Nothing wrong with work, but I agonised about what to do after uni, and convinced myself I'd made the wrong choice about next steps. I got so worked up and mentally ill that I ended up unemployed for a year after graduation. My second red flag is Whereabouts. If I wasn't in a ...

  Psalm 119:18 Open my eyes that I may see wonderful things in Your law. I love the honesty and self awareness of David in this verse. By default, we're all spiritually blind, clueless as to the things of God. Yet with God's miraculous enabling we can have our eyes opened to spiritual realities. Even having had our spiritual eyes opened by God, we can still close them due to laziness, weariness, or stubbornness. David didn't want to become or to remain spiritually sluggish, so he prayed to God to open his eyes to see the wonder of His word. Most people wouldn't use the adjective 'wonderful' to describe God's word. To the ignorant, casual observer, the description they might give the Law is 'boring'. If love- of God and one another- doesn't seem wonderful to us, we've got our priorities all wrong. Augustine of Hippo once described himself as having his back to the Light before he came to faith. He saw things illuminated by the Light, but ...

  You are good, and what You do is good; teach me Your decrees. Psalm 119:68 This verse isn't really stating the obvious, like we might initially assume. Many people nowadays question the idea that God is wholy good and only does what is good. Most people neglect God's decrees. God is good all the time. We see His goodness in what He does. The supreme example of God's goodness is the cross of Christ, whereby bad people like us can be made good One of the greatest aspects of God is that He can take bad circumstances and bring good out of them. The crucifixion of Christ was, humanly speaking, the worst miscarriage of justice ever. Yet in God's providence, Christ's death is where God's justice and mercy meet. It would be wrong of us to acknowledge God's goodness, only to pursue badness in our own lives. Instead we ought to ask Him to teach us His decrees. We find them in the Bible. 'Good God, we acknowledge Your goodness and ask that You would teach ...

 Be good to Your servant while I live, that I may obey Your word. Psalm 119:17 David might have been king of Israel, but he didn't forget that he was God's servant. Like a servant looks to their Master, so we are to look to God. We are to look to Him for provision and for our purpose. We don't know how long we've got on earth. What we hopefully do know is that we need God to be good to us as long as we live. Otherwise we're hopeless. If God is good to us, we won't necessarily have an easy life, but we will be enabled to obey His word. If and when we fail, there is forgiveness and restoration. Just because we're naturally sinful doesn't mean to say we can't be holy as God is holy. Our greatest need is for God to be good to us. Our greatest responsibility is to obey His word. In Him we live, and move, and have our being. 'Glorious God, please be good to us, and enable us to obey Your word. In Christ's name we pray, amen'.

 I delight in Your decrees; I will not neglect Your word. Psalm 119:16 Delight isn't a word we tend to associate with decrees. Maybe a vulnerable person might have delighted in some of the covid decrees; or a pedestrian in the highway code. Without decrees, we'd be living in anarchy. In the busyness of life, it would be all too easy to neglect God's law. Even though David was tremendously busy as the king of Israel, he always guarded his time in God's word. If he managed, we have no excuse. In His earthly ministry, Jesus was often so popular that He scarcely got any time to Himself. Yet He still often got up early, while it was still dark, and communed with His heavenly Father. He clearly memorised Scriptures in His armoury against satanic temptations. We devote time to what we delight in. Even if we don't enjoy work for example, we do it so we can earn money to spend on things we delight in. If we delight in God's word, we will make time to meditate on it. ...

 I meditate on Your precepts and consider Your ways. Psalm 119:15 Biblical meditation is the opposite of Eastern meditation. Eastern meditation attempts to empty our minds, leaving them open to satanic influences. Biblical meditation is to fill our minds with the things of God, so there's no room for us to think bad thoughts. I think we often have a perception of meditation as being impractical and disconnected from reality. That's not what David had in mind. God's precepts are practical, they tell us how to live to honour Him in our day to day lives. Meditation isn't about mindlessly repeating mantras. It is a consideration of God's ways. We know God's ways by digging into His word by His Spirit. Jesus is the Way to the Father personified. If we follow Him, we can't go wrong. If we do go wrong as His people, He'll bring us back. 'Dear Father God, help us to consider Your ways and to meditate upon Your word, in the name of Jesus, amen'.

  I rejoice in following Your statutes as one rejoices in great riches. Psalm 119:14 Following God's statues might not be equated to winning the lottery by most people, but it was to David. As king of Israel, he had access to great riches. Yet obeying God's word is what really mattered to him. Riches are here today and gone tomorrow. God's word on the other hand endured forever. You can go figure which is more valuable. Give riches to a fool, and he will squander them. Give God's word to a fool, and he has the opportunity, potential, and ability to become wise. A wise man is far more interested in serving the Lord than in gaining greater riches. Give great riches to a wise man, and he's likely to invest it in the Kingdom of God, rather than hording it for himself. We can't take anything with us when we go, so there's no point hanging on to anything tightly, except our faith in God. We don't need to be rich to live fulfilled lives in Christ. 'He...

 With my lips I recount all the laws that come from Your mouth. Psalm 119:13 If we know what God expects of humanity, we aren't to keep it to ourselves. Our lips are to recount all the laws that come from God's mouth, not just to ourselves, but to anyone who cares to listen. We have to remind ourselves to observe God's law before we tell others to. God doesn't want ghettoised Christians who fail to be salt and light in the world. He doesn't want us to be silent about Him, like Lot was in Sodom. It's not enough to be righteous through faith in God and troubled by unrighteousness; we need to stick our heads above the parapet. If we are to memorise God's word, to hide it in our hearts so we don't sin against Him, to recount it on our lips is a good method. Reading or reciting aloud is a good way of getting truths from our heads to our hearts. In the process, we can hopefully encourage others to take God's teachings on board too. I'm sure a lot of wh...

  Praise be to You, Lord; teach me Your decrees. Psalm 119:12 The scoffer questions why we should praise the Lord. One reason we should praise the Lord is because of who He is. He's the eternally consistent One. Another reason we should praise God is because of His decrees. Our gut reaction to rules might be negative. God's law however is for our good. God's decrees are in summary to love Him and one another. It's not a bad thing He asks of us. The world would be infinitely better if we obeyed the Lord. Thankfully, God has made a way for law breakers like us to be reconciled to Him. This is the main reason to praise Him. Through faith in Christ crucified, we can have peace with God. 'Lord our God, we praise You for Your faithfulness, Your decrees, and Your salvation of us in Christ, in whose name we pray, amen'