Love
Jesus said to Peter the third time, "Simon, son of John, do you love me?" Peter was grieved because he said to him the third time, "Do you love me?" and he said to him, "Lord, you know everything, you know that I love you." Jesus said to him, "Feed my sheep."
John 21:17
Simon had given up on his dream of following the Messiah. Yes, Jesus might have risen again from the dead, but Peter had denied him three times at his trial. Surely now he was good for nothing but to go back to fishing.
So Peter pitched out into his boat one night, taking other disciples with him. If Christ wasn't going to restore the kingdom to Israel they may as well get back to their old lives. But Jesus had other ideas, and prepared a breakfast barbecue for them on the beach.
After they ate, Jesus took Peter aside. Three times He was denied, three times He asked Peter if he loved Him. He was heartbroken, insisting that Jesus knew that he loved Him. But Jesus had work for Peter to do: he was restoring him to serve.
I haven't exactly denied Jesus, but I've let him down often, especially in two bouts of acute mental ill health. We all let God down, but if we belong to him, he will restore us to serve him. Even if we sin against him, God knows our hearts, and he knows if we love him.
"Lord God, you know that I love you. I'm sorry for the times I've sinned against you, and simply failed you by my ineptitude. Thank you that you restore me to serve you, please help me to do so well. For your glory, amen"
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