Unworthiness

 I am not worthy of the least of all the deeds of steadfast love and all the faithfulness that you have shown to your servant, for with only my staff I crossed this Jordan, and now I have become two camps.
Genesis 32:10 ESV
https://bible.com/bible/59/gen.32.10.ESV

If there's something that must annoy God more than most things, it's a proud sense of entitlement: the deceit that God somehow owes us something. That's how young Jacob comes across. Thankfully, by this stage, he seems to have learnt some divine perspective.

Jacob knew he was unworthy of God's unfailing love and faithfulness. He didn't make daily declarations about his self-worth; on the contrary! Jacob knew he didn't deserve anything but God's judgment; and none of us do.

Jacob might seem to be a bit materialistic here, but to be fair to him, he's giving God the glory for his material wealth. He's not claiming to be some self-made man; he's a God-made man! Ultimately, if any of us have any success in life, it's down to God's unfailing love and faithfulness.

Hopefully we have a similar testimony. We might not be as wealthy as Jacob was, but hopefully we're mindful of God's faithful love towards us. It's actually healthy to be mindful of our unworthiness, rather than to delude ourselves that we can earn God's love.

'Loving heavenly Father, we praise You for Your faithfulness to us, unworthy though we are. Please continue to provide for us, and help us to acknowledge You, in Jesus' name, amen'

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